Roxanna whimpered out “I wanted you to want me but that can never happen I see. So I will keep you alive and hope that something works someday so you can be your own person.” All she wanted was someone to want her and only her “Why would she give you away? I don’t understand”
It wounded him. Right to his very core. He hadn’t even thought about Lucy in days, weeks even. Everything hurt so unconditionally that his physical pain would not be enough. “Because she understood how much of a failure I was. She understood everything,” he whispered it again. Tears were streaming down his face, unwillingly, but forcefully. “She always knew.”
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The smile faded from her face and she felt sad once again. “Marcus, c-can I try? Just to see? I doubt it will work but it won’t hurt will it?” She pressed her face into his chest and sighed.
He smiled weakly at…
She saw right through it “Liar!” She shoved him away and turned her back to him “I see through lies so easily Marcus! Please don’t lie to save me. I get that you will never love me but the lies are worse” She took a breath and picked at her fingers
Rolling to the floor he let out a sigh, simply burying his head into the ground. Perhaps suffocation would suffice. He was only alive for a select few, they honestly wouldn’t miss him if he were to go now. “What do you want from me. All I’m trying to do is make you happy,” his words were whispered, barely getting by the ground that felt far too solid beneath him.
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The smile faded from her face and she felt sad once again. “Marcus, c-can I try? Just to see? I doubt it will work but it won’t hurt will it?” She pressed her face into his chest and sighed.
He smiled weakly at her attempts, petting her head. Kissing the top of it gently he whispered back, “Try your best. Though please don’t expect much.” He had too long given up hope at fighting the dark magic that bound him and this family to its ties.
Roxanna closed her eyes and clutched his shoulders tightly, pushing in deep, loving thoughts about her. She had hoped that something might stick. “Feel anything?” The need to keep him alive was strong within her.
He smiled, watching her efforts and wishing so desperately that he could feel the blood in his veins change. But it was useless. “Yeah, a little bit of a stirring,” he would lie. He would lie to make her happy. He could do that much. He put his hands atop hers on his shoulders, stroking them lightly.
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The smile faded from her face and she felt sad once again. “Marcus, c-can I try? Just to see? I doubt it will work but it won’t hurt will it?” She pressed her face into his chest and sighed.
He smiled weakly at her attempts, petting her head. Kissing the top of it gently he whispered back, “Try your best. Though please don’t expect much.” He had too long given up hope at fighting the dark magic that bound him and this family to its ties.
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“Pure entertainment, sheer malice, I don’t know. All I know is that I see what I want before me and I want to take it but it’s no…
“I guess not” She moved his hand to her chest “Are you sure you don’t want to feel like this again? this rush, the feel, any of it?” She closed her eyes and dropped her hand, leaving his there.
He grinned at her, looking up from underneath his lashes. It was a girly feeling but he didn’t care at this point. “I couldn’t, Roxanna. I’ve tried it all. Dark magic, spells, vampires. The only thing I feel is that glorious rush of pain, whether it’s mine or someone else’s,” he grinned, feeling her heartbeat heavy against his hand.
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“Pure entertainment, sheer malice, I don’t know. All I know is that I see what I want before me and I want to take it but it’s no use taking something that doesn’t want you back.” Roxanna reached out and held her hand over his, looking down at her feet.
“A very brave…
“I can make you want to live for something if you wanted, anything you want to live for, I can make it so that is the one thing you think about” She caressed his face and finally smiled for him.
He watched the smile appear on her face like a light ridding the world of darkness. Gasping lightly he let the world begin to glow. “Ah, there we are. Was that so difficult?” He ignored her comments, he had no desire to live. He never would. But he’d walk the Earth everyday, for fear of turning.
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“Pure entertainment, sheer malice, I don’t know. All I know is that I see what I want before me and I want to take it but it’s no use taking something that doesn’t want you back.” Roxanna reached out and held her hand over his, looking down at her feet.
“A very brave assumption from a woman I know to be far more powerful than I,” his comment came much too quickly for him to censure, but it was honest. He smiled weakly at her, lowering his face to see her eyes. “I don’t want anything in this world, but I’m alive because you asked.”
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“N-no smiles. you are just toying with me anyway. Why should I smile while you take advantage of my obvious feelings for you” Roxanna was hurt, once she woke up from her trance she could see herself being used and it killed her
Pulling away from her entirely, he placed his hands over his heart, mock hurt. “How you wound me! In what way do I possibly have to use you, Roxanna?” His words were sincere. There was no way for him to use her now. He only wished to see her happy, or at the very least not moping about depressed.
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Roxanna nodded slowly “M-marcus..” She wanted to reach out and wrap her arms around him, keep him close, and never let go “Yeah, it did..what do you want for me?”
He had waited for her to ask. “I asked you already, Roxanna. All I require is a smile,” it was foolish of him to have started this in the first place, but he knew exactly how it would end from the beginning. He could always command, watch her flop about around him, but he could never participate in these activities again.
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Roxanna felt feelings start to surface that she was keeping deep inside all along. “of course” She licked his finger slowly and started to smirk while doing so. She wanted to obey his every command and do whatever he said like a hypnosis.
He smirked wickedly, feeling her tongue on his skin. With his remaining fingers pressed gently to the underside of her chin, Marcus smiled, moving his face closer to watch her. “Does it taste good?” The question was mocking, though it meant nothing.
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